hey ppl! lol..

hmmm, its five days away to my first paper and i heaven start a proper revision yet. had been slacking the whole of today, staring at the books on my table, and doing nth.

well, thanks to vanessa, she ask me out to study tml. If not, i dunno how or when am i going to start studying. lol.

Yup, think will be going MIA for awhile till my exams are finish. Must miss me hor. lol. (since when i become so thick skin.)

=) To those who are having exams: All the best and study hard! Jia you!
Will be missing u ppl.

(:

another day had past, but will always be waiting..

Fast personality test


there is a very very tall coconut tree,

there are 4 animals:

king kong, ape, orang utan, monkey

pass by

They have a competition to see who is the fastest to get

the banana. Who you guess will win?

to see ur personality
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orang utan = dull/stupid
ape = foolish
monkey = idiot
king kong = stupid

coconut tree where got banana.........

Obviously you are too engrossed with your work, time to take a break now.

Woke up at 9am today, had plan to meet one of my sec friend to study. Haha. Actually, i was thinking only to start studying on monday. But then, recieved a msg from her last night, saying if want to study tgt, coz she cannot concentrate studying at home. Lol.


Hmmm, i say ok then went to study at bedok the mac there. Yup, cant really concentrate, coz was quite noisy. But after awhile, when pple get lesser it seem to be ok. Stayed at the mac for 3 hours plus, only managed to study one topic. Lol.


Ok, then went straight to expo to have my bs. After the bs, went for service. The guest speaker today was Joyce Meyer. I can say that the whole service is awesome, the word is powerful and had impacted me. I like these verses:

--> "Don't waste today by worrying tml.",

--> "Don't live in fear, coz God is with you.",

--> "Don't let any opportunity pass you by.",

--> "Do what you are good at, follow your heart.",

--> "If you 'WANT TO', you can!",

--> "Stop self-pity yourself, 'GET UP!',

--> "Say 'I WILL', and not just sit there and confess that you cannot do it.",

--> "Living 'TODAY' and not in the past or thinking so much of the future. Let it to be 'TODAY'.

--> "Learn know how to be a 'NOW' people."

--> "Do not just stop at one place, keep on moving."

Yup, the word was indeed great. Yes, the lord love his children. God can give anything back to you that is taken away from you. You got to have a piece of mind and learn to trust in him. Stay relax. :)


Wow! I feel that all the bad things that i had are slowly going away. Here come the good things. Yeah! My lord is a great God, and i will always trust in him that he will have a good plans for me. Yes and amen. :)


Hmmm, is quite a long post, thanks all for ur patient reading. Lol.


Yup, feel so much better, never think so much le. Haha. Ok, think is time to start preparing for exams. Till the next entry. :)

Went for cell group ytd at serangoon. Supposed to meet my leader at 5.30 to had dinner first then go cg tgt. But on my way to serangoon, she msg me say will meet at 6 instead. So reached serangoon mrt station quite early.


Not long, one of my member came. Usually, we don't talk much, but it seem different ytd. Haha. We talk abt studies, is like everyone had been busy with their sch work. He actually told me that i look different as in look more happier compared to the past. Lol. I was like, really ar? haha.. usually i only heard my mum and friends telling me i look emo, very depressed.


Yup, so i was telling him that ya, must stay happy, cannot always look sad sad de. Haha. But in fact, i was feeling quite troubled, thinking of smth on my way to cg ytd. But, he never noticed it. Actually, feel quite happy lah, which means i can handle my emotion better now. Lol.


Hmmm, also don't know why i think so much these few days, is like there is something that yet unsolve and could not really discribe the feeling that i had. But yup, when i hear him say that i look more happier, i feel encouraged in a way. Haha. I saw improvement in myself. Ok, then ya, waited for my leader to come, went to the nearest coffee shop to had our dinner.


To sum up, the cg was great. I really felt that the words is for me. The title of the message is "Attaining godliness through discipline." Wow! Talk about how to discipline your emotions. There are 3 discipline to see transformation or godliness in our life. The 3 A's: Affection, Adoption and Action. Discipline requires action. It really see how discipline you are in your life.( action-->habit-->destiny)


I really felt better after hearing the words, can say felt strengthen and encouraged. I really hope to see that my life can be change for the better.:)

Almost all the projects are done, left with mobcomp, due on friday. Haha.


Hmmm, i dun noe why but some past memories kept flowing in my mind the last two days. I would say these are the memories i wont forget in my whole life. NEVER.. although i tried telling myself not to think abt it so much, but still will look back.


But, i wanna thank my lord for his strength once again. I pray to him last night, felt that he is by my side. After praying, i felt so much better, and there is a goal in my life. I know what i sld do now. I wont think so much of the past, but it will always be a memories that will never be erase.


Thinking back, felt that i was being silly. Hmmm, used to look down on myself, felt that i'm nth but a useless person. Tried changing myself, hoping to be a perfect person in everyone's eyes. But, it was now that i really felt tired, it make me feel worse, uneasy. It not the me that i want to see. So, i have decided, i want to just be myself, a happy self. No one is perfect, i will change for the better. But, not turning myself to another person. In the past, i like to compare myself to other people. But i really come to think that, if i keep on comparing, that is no end to it. The world is so BIG, how am i going to compare?


Yeah! I just wanna be myself, no more comparison. NO MORE! Dun care abt wat others think of me or i should say i dun allow myself to think of what others thinks about me. LOL. I just want a simple life. Can i? All the past thinking that i had, "why am i so ugly, so stupid, so useless..? I will never do great things. Yup, i always look down on myself.


But not now, maybe at times, i will still think of it. But i know i am not alone. Lol. I wanna share all these with someone, but dunno who to share with, so decided to write here. Just need to say out, then i will feel better. Sry all, and thanks all for listening. Lol.




I will always be thankful that once along my life's journey, i have someone like you. Thanks all for being such a wonderful friends to me. :)

Wahahaha! =p


Suddenly feel kinda of relax now, not so stress le. Java project is done. All the credits sld go to kel and carson. They had help me alot, thanks so much. Wanna to thank cha who help me to do the jar-ing part. If not for them, i dun think i will be able to show cher the demo. Really wanna thank them. =)


Hmmm, had dmsd lab test today. I know i wont be doing well de. Haha. Never do finish the questions but i dun want to think abt it anymore. It will just make me feel unhappy. I'm left with mobcomp project, will be submitting on friday. Yeah!


Wanna say goodbye to project soon. Lol. Hmmm, after saying goodbye to project, its time to say hello to exam. Lol. I really cant wait for holidays to come, wanna go work and save some money. Then, i would be able to buy myself a mp3 le. Wanna a mp3 so so so much. When can i get a mp3??? Lol.


Okok, think will stop here, nth much to write abt today. Till the next entry. :)

Okay, slept at 3am last night and woke up at 9am today. Haha. Yes, its a saturaday but im going to sch to use the free access lab. No choice, as i have to submit my java project on monday. I cant view applet at home so have to go sch and use the lab.


On my way to sch, met my sec friend, a very very gd friend of mine. Lol. It had been so long that i last seen her. So glad to meet her today. She also needs to go sch and do project. Haha. We decided to meet up for lunch when we do finish our work. :)


I really wanna thank the lord today. Out of the 5 lab, only 1 lab is open. Praise the lord! The lab that is open can view applet, cos not all lab can use to view applet. Hence, really wanna thank the lord. If not, i cant do the screen shots for my java report le. Phew =p


Hmmm, sadly to say, my server code have problem. I cant show the transaction on the client side, cant click the check button. =( Had tried to figure out the code but no use at all. After 3 hours of stay at the lab, i only manage to do out the report. Im left only with the transaction part not done. Eh, is it a gd thing? Nevertheless, wanna thank the lord for his strength.


Stayed till the lab closed and then went to meet my friend for lunch. We went opp sch to eat, had decided to eat KFC. Lol, cos got coupons. We talked and shared alot. It had been great meeting up wif her today.


Then, decided to go tm, cos i need to go popular to buy stuff. She offers to accompany me go tm. Haha. Wah, so nice of her. Thanks alot. So we went walk walk ard tm and then went home le. Thanks alot for today, kinda feel abit better, not so stress anymore.


Did some housework, watch tv and continue to do my java. Thats my day today. Lol. Think thats abt it, gotta continue to do my java project, which i dont feel like doing. =(


Ok, left with 2 more projects and 1 lab test. Really hopes to quickly finish up doing all projects. My lord, let your strength and peace be with me.:)

Today is really not my day. =(


Feeling really very sad and depressed over my projects. LOL. Hmmm, let's see:

mobcomp --> left wif the report, transaction database.
ica --> left the coding part for server plus the report not done.

Hmmm, think sld be ok bah. Wanna thank bx so much for making the confirmorder work again, the linking for the bidding page. Haha, thks alot, xin ku ne le. Yup, and also not forgetting kel for helping. :)


After doing the mobcomp, went straight for dmsd interview. Haiz, dun feel like talking abt it, cos this is where it makes me feel so sad and lousy. Oh, am really sorry to hl, make u wait so long. Really sorry.


Then, went to do the ica project. Yup, have to thank kel again for helping. Xin ku le, i'm not a clever student, take a long time to absorb. Thanks for ur patient. Lol. Most prob, will be going bk to sch tml to continue wif my java., can't do it at home anyway. Ah!!!!! really hope i will be able to do, and really hope to get over it soon.


Juz feel that the stress bug are getting over me. Wanna say sorry to my friends, making them stress too. Haha, cos i keep grumbling over my projects. (die le lah, how arh?) Haha. Sorry sorry.


Hmmm, think that's abt it. I wanna go try out my java again. Arhhh! Hope i can at least try do it myself and know how to debug the errors. Need lots of practices, and i noe is too late. Nevertheless, i hope i won't give up. Believe in the lord that he will guide me through and giving me strength! I can do all things through christ who strengthen me. Amen.


Ok, really wanna thanks kel, bx and cha.. keep hearing me nag and nag. Lol. Thanks all for ur patient. :) Kkz will stop here, till the next entry. :)

Wanna do java project de, but dunno how or where to start. Even if i do, i cannot compile my work. Haizzz! I'm just so lazy can. Haha.


OHHH! I'm alone at home now. It's my KINGDOM now. LOL. My family had gone back to malaysia. It's again a last min decision. I cant go back cos gotta go sch tml. *sob sob*.


Suppose to meet cg members at 3 today. But earlier, have to help out to do smth at home.(packing of stuff) Anyway, also dun feel like going lah. Lol. I am just giving excuses of not going.


Hmmm, dunno wat to blog le. Guess i have to eat dinner alone today. Lol. Anybody wanna date me out for dinner? Vanee ar, u say u will de hor? Lol.


IM JUST SO LAZY NOW! SLACKING AND SLACKING... Have not been doing anything other than packing some stuff at home.


Kkz, better go find myself smth to do now. ITS PROJECT TIME!

Firstly, i wanna wish everyone a HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!! =)


Yeah! No sch tml, can have a rest at home and sleep longerrrrr. Lol. (Xiang jiu jiu = Think long long.) Haha. Still have to rush projects.


Can't help but to worry for my java. Still got alot more to do.. haiz. Logic not there, transaction code not done and etc.. AHHHHH! Anyone wanna help me??? Lol. Hmmm, everyone is busy doing projects, due dates drawing nearer and NEARER! 0.0


Today, the jap role play seriously is BAD, really screwed up. Haizzzzz. Nervous till forget my lines. Haha. Dunno how to position myself, like where sld i stand, erm, what must i do next? Think our group lack of practice. Nevertheless, i feel that our group had try our best and efforts are put in. Ya, though nv do very well, but thank god, it's over finally. Hmmm, juz try your best and god will definitely do the rest. That's what my friend say to me, to encourage me de. LOL. Thanks. :)


After jap, went to free access lab to do java. Thanks cha, i understand my codes better le. Haha. After which, proceed to CHEERS to buy smth to eat. There is cha, bx and me. Lol. The three of us were like so tired. Hmmm, ya, then went lab to do mobcomp le.


Feeling super duper tired, it's nearly 10 and the lab is closing. So the seven of us (cha, bx, kel, jy, glen, junyong and last but not least me) have to guai guai save up our work. Lol. On the way home, talk and laugh alot, even though we all look tired. Haha. Ya, sld laugh and smile more, is a form of relaxation. Lol.


Ok, what i need now is my bed. Lol. Time for me to head to bed and have a nice sleep. Once again, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! May all enjoy your day tml and have a great day. :)

I wanna thank my God for all the things He had done and given me. I will always give Him thanks and praise. :)


GOD WORKS IN WAYS YOU CANNOT SEE. KEEP GIVING HIM THANKS AND PRAISE.


ALL THE TIME, GOD IS GOOD.
GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME.


YES and AMEN.

These are taken from the book 'Victory Over The Darkness ' by Neil T Anderson...Happy Reading!


1.Why should I say I can't when the Bible says I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me? (Phil. 4:13)

2.Why should I lack when I know that God shall supply all my needs according to His riches in the glory in Christ Jesus? (Phil. 4:19)

3. Why should I fear when the Bible says God has not given me a spirit of fear,but of power,love and a sound mind? (2Tim.1:7)

4.Why should i worry and fret when I can cast all my anxiety on Christ who cares for me? (1 Pet. 5:7)

5.Why should I feel alone when Jesus said He is with me always and He will never leave me nor fosake me? (Matt. 28:20: Heb. 13:5)

6.Why should I feel worthless when Christ became sin on my behalf that I might become the righteousness of God in Him? (2 Cor. 5:21)

7. Why should I feel like a failure when I am a conqueror in all things through Christ? (Rom. 8:37)


Friends,if you believe you can, you CAN! Today, let's have the faith that nothing is impossible for us who has Him =)


* Took from a friend's blog. :)

THE EFFECTS OF RENEWAL


Titus 3:5-6(NIV) identifies the source of renewal as the Holy Spirit. "He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, whom he poured out on us generously through Jesus Christ our Savior." The Greek form of the word poured is the same word used for the pouring out of the Holy Spirit described by Joel, and which had its inauguration on the day of Pentecost(Acts 2:17, 33). Acts 2:17 says,"In the last days, God says, i will pour out my Spirit on all people."


Renewal is not about hype. It is the Holy Spirit doing an inward work within the believer. Jesus, in chapters 14 to 16 of John's Gospel, outlines the work of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit points out towards the Truth, which is Jesus Himself. He reveals to us and teaches us about the Word of God, and about things to come. He is a Spirit of prophecy. He convicts us of sin in our lives.


The outward result of true renewal is a greater desire for the things of God. There is a hunger for the Word of God, an urgency to pray and a passion for souls. There is a change in behavior and attitude, to be more like Jesus in exhibiting the fruit of the Holy Spirit. There is a deeper conviction of our sinful state and a humbling call to repentance. There is a clarity found in the Word of God which safeguards us against every wind of doctrine.