Today is the last day of 2008. Wow! Time really passes so fast!

Well, school opened till 12pm today, meaning those students who are having lesson after 12pm will be cancelled. As for me, i'm not being affected cos my lecture is at 10am. Actually, really felt like skipping lecture for this time round. But, gotta do mcomp assignment with cha today. So yup. OMG! The due date for it is this coming friday, 2 jan 2009.

End up, we still did'nt manage to finish the assignment cos the lab close at 12.30pm. So no choice, can only discuss either on msn or through email. Yup. Boyfriend came to school to fetch me today. (or should i say for the past two days too!) Heh. We went to TM - Long John to had our lunch. After which, we proceed to IKEA to buy boxes for my mum as she needs it to put some stuff. Walked around IKEA and had some flashed back of some past memory. Boyfriend was right, i should learn to put down on my past and move forward. Yar man!

We walked around IKEA and honestly, is really nice to have boyfriend by my side. WHY? Cos he is always so patient towards me and so understanding. I do not have to worry or fear if i make any mistakes. Anyway, its really nice of him to also helped me with my journal. XIN KU NI LE. I really appreciate it! Thanks! (:

Seriously, i'm really stressed with my projects. Is like, when is it going to end? NO MORE PROJECTS, PLEASE? Actually, i had managed my stress level quite well till maybe just now that i can't hang on any longer. I cried. Studies, finacial and the relationship with my mum and sis. ARGGG!

Please, i pray let the year 2009 be a better year. Let there be breakthrough in my studies, financial and my relationship with my mum and sis! If the LORD can do it for others, He can do it for me too! Yes! (:

I'm using my sis's laptop now cos my computer got virus and was sent for repair.

I seriously cannot stand my younger sis. She is like a "QUEEN" in the house. Everything she say and does are correct, never once she will admit that she is wrong! Now that the computer is sent for repair. She told me: "Dian now xiu hao le, ni bu yao gen wo yong hor!" I was like "HUH?" Anyway, i dont want to argue with her so kept quiet. Even my second sis thinks that she is too "ba dao". She assumed that the comp is her and when somethings go wrong, she thinks that we(me and bro) are the one that makes spoil the comp. What is this!

I wanna go for a camp or something, so that i can leave this house for some days to cool myself down. Staying in this house is full of fear! I cant do the things that i like. Even if i sleep, i make sure that i wont sleep till too late, latest 10am gotta wake up. If not, i know my mum is going to nag at me. I dont like this kind of life. Even if i go out with friends, i wont enjoy myself that much. Why? cos will be thinking did my hp ring or something. What if my mum called then miss call then blar blar blar. Then if at home, gotta see my younger sis, her attitude! I dont know what should i do.

Anyway, just hope that things will turn out better at home. Will pray for reconciliation of relationship with my mum and sis.

Sobs! Starting school tmr. Its like ohsofast! Haven really get to enjoy my holidays lo. The so called "2 weeks of holidays" is like not a holiday to me. During this 2 week of holidays still gotta go back school to do projects! Arggggg!

I cant imagine how life is going to be for me when the next school term starts. Is like i've got lots of things to do and i do not know where or how am i going to start off with. I really gotta have a good time management!

Went back sch this morning for the TKK project briefing. After the briefing, both my groupmate and i were very keen on taking this project. We felt that it is a very good opportunity for us to learn more things! But what we are most worried for is that what if we cannot finish the project on time. The reason being is currently we still have our so-called main projects not done. But the teacher-in-charge, Mr kumba, say is ok if we really cannot finish. Though we are happy to hear that but as much we wanna do well and finish the project on time!

So we decided to look for one more person to join our group. More people = think better??? Haha! Not really sure about it. But Mr kumba suggested that we can include one more person that is more confident in the coding parts, maybe it can help abit. Yup. We think is a good idea. So now haven really confirm with him if we are taking the project. Gotta really think about it and get back to him soon!

After which, went home to prepare and rush off to andy's house for Christmas Party! Wow! Lots of new friends that came. Played a few games and i believed everyone was happy. Had a great refreshment too! Haha. Had christmas gift exchange and i've gotten a pimple cream, it is bought by Dennis from Taiwan. Wow! Went to say thanks to him. ST: Thanks Dennis! Dennis: Haha, you know what is it? ST: Erm, i dont know. You wanna tell me? Dennis: Is pimple cream... ST: Pimple cream? Dennis: Yup, is from Taiwan, is about $20 plus. ST: Wow ok, thanks so much! Dennis: Yar lo, "touch right". LOL. Anyway, thanks, i suppose that it will be of good use cos right now i'm having pimples! Oh dear! So sad, pimples again? UHHHHH.

Overall, the party was great and we had a great time eating and playing togther. Haha.

Well, my relationship with my mum have not been so good for the past few days. At times, do not know what she is thinking, is she in a good or bad mood. Hmmm, is not that i want to compare with my sisters. But, i seriously thinks that my mum treats both my sisters so much more better than me. Why i think it this way? Well, i think is the tone she used when she is talking to us ba. I do feel the difference when she talk to me and my sis.

At times, i do fear of my mum. It become so serious that i dont feel like going home. I don't mind if my mum scolds me when i'm wrong. But i get scolded even if im not in any wrong! That's so UNFAIR! I seriously don't like the feeling, but i never once talked back.

But i know i'm counted good le compared to some others. Maybe i should just get to know my mum better. I feel she needs more love now cos my dad is working in china now. I should understand how my mum feels as a woman. Maybe right now i should do is to pray for reconciliation of relationship with my mum ba.

Yup. That all for now. ~signing off~

* I NEED PEACE IN ME!

Q1.???policy,the best policy(Fill in the ???)
Ans>Hmmm. "Honesty"?

Q2.What?
Ans>huh?

Q3.What are u doinq now?
Ans>Doing this quiz.

Q4.Who do u conference with durinq niqhts these days?
Ans>The recent one is with mar, yeeleng and andy.

Q5.Is your bloq properly done with?
Ans>Done with? Dont get it, haha.

Q6.Who is the person u last chatted with in MSN?
Ans>BESTIE - JESS! (:

Q7.Which world do u play in MapleSea?
Ans>I dont play MapleSea.

Q8.What is Love to you?
Ans>A type of feeling?

Q9.What is ur feelinq riqht now?
Ans>Mixture of feelings

Q10.What season do you like?
Ans>Winter and Autumn

5 person requested to do dis quiz :
Hmmm, wont be tagging anyone. Those who want to do this quiz can do. Yup. Haha.

1. Which friend of yours go with you more than 1 year? hmmm, too many to name.

2. What is your favourite colour? Rainbow colours! (:

3. What is your horoscope? Scorpio.

4. What is your H.P model? Sony Ericsson W910i.

5. What were you doin 1 hour before? Watching tv.

6. How you find yourself? love to eat, sleep, play? haha.

7. Which singer is your favourite? -none-

8. What colour shirt are you wearing now? Red.

9. What is your zodiac? If you wanna know, ask me personally.

10. What colour bag you would like to have when you are in school? black?

11. You rather have a person love you or you love that person? hmmm, no exact answer.

12. What is your favourite number? 1,3,5,16,18

13. What pet would you like to keep if you have it for birthday present? -none-

14. You like sunny days or rainy days? sunny days?

15. Tag 5 ppl to do the quiz : To those who wanna do this quiz! (:

Was tagged by Jaslyn (aka my cute little twin sis) to do this quiz! Haha. Was quite free now so gonna do this quiz. Here it is!

1. What is your full name? Soh Seh Ting
2. Do you like your name? hmmm, ok la.
3. How long have you like the person you currently like? 5 months?
4. Have you kissed anyone before? Yes
5. Did you cry today? Nope
6. What are you doing at 8am this morning? still sleeping
7. What are you doing an hour ago? Watching tv
8. What are you currently doing? Doing this quiz
9. Who last texted you a message? Janet (sec sch friend)
10. Have you told anyone you love them today? erm, nope.
11. Are you missing anyone right now? YES YES YES!
12. Name somebody whose name start with "Z": Zen (sis's bf)
13. Which friend of yours stay nearby to you? Vanessa Chee (a very good friend of mine)
14. Do you prefer call or sms ? Call
15. Can you live a day without television or handphone? No.
16. Are you mad about anything right now? Yes! I WANNA EAT ICE CREAM!!!
17. Do you hate anybody? No.
18. Who usually you sent the most text in the month ? It depends bah.
19 .Who is the last person you talk to ? hmmm, bf! (:
20. Tag 10 people : Hmmm, to those who wanna do this quiz. Haha! (:

Phewww! Finally, had finished my term test. Even though is the last paper today, im not happy at all or whatsoever. Do not know why but kept thinking of my three papers (mcomp, broadband tech and netsec). Kinda worry for these three papers, im not confident in doing well at all.

1. mcomp - did not managed to finish the paper. Though there is only 2 questions, but i spent most of the time, or should i say 55 mins on the first question which is the calculation part, and only 5 mins on the second question which is the theory part. The duration for the paper is 1 hour. Seriously, i think there is NOT ENOUGH TIME! This time round, i feel that for the theory question i know how to do but there is not enough time for me to do. Hmmm, or should i say i did not plan my time properly. I spent far too much time on question 1. ARGGGGGGGGGG! rant~

2. broadband tech - managed to finish the paper. But for one of the question, which is on the diagram part, i did not know how to do. It was my mistake, i focus more on the tutorials than on the lectures. Hence, for the diagram part, what i studied in the tutorials did not come out.

3. netsec - manage to finish the paper. But, i'm really disappointed with myself. REALLY DISAPPOINTED. Hmmm, it did come out what i studied for some of the questions, but the thing is that i cannot remember a single thing. Is it due to nervous? I don't know. I mean for the questions that came out, i did come across them when i was doing my revision. But, i seriously cannot remember the answers for it. Moreover, for the calculations part, its a totally gone case. I don't even know how to do. Oh no. Cannot imagine what i will score for this paper. Worry worry worry.

RANT AND RANT ~

Sorry for being so naggy, ranting and ranting. Please bear with me. Anyway, i wanna praise God, that during this period of revision time, He provided me with strength. I know that God have a great plan for me. So since it is over, i don't wanna think about it. I've done my best and God will do the rest.

Anyway, after my netsec paper today, went to vivo city with boyfriend. Supposed to go Sentosa, but i really got no mood to go. Cos im really tired, just dont feel like doing anything beside eating and slacking. Haha. (p/s: sorry boyfriend, promise to go with you the next time round. Hokay?)

We slack and walked around vivo city before went off to meet mar and jia rong for dinner. We then went to cityhall to meet jia rong first. After which, meet mar then went to Raffles City. To sum up, think it was a good fellowship and i really ate alot! Haha!

But too bad, did not had the chance to eat my ice-cream! Haha. Just love eating the ice-cream in MOF. Omg! It just so yummy! Wanna go there to eat again.

I'm super tired now. That's all! (:

*I'll smile because of you! Thank You for everything! (:

One of my friend sent me this email. I felt it meaningful after reading it. So thought of posting it here to share it with you guys. Here it is. Enjoy! (:


A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: ' I am blind, please help .' There were only a few coins in the hat.




A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'




The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.'
What he had written was: ' Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it. '

Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?




Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness…. In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.'

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…
And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!