Hmmm, i dun noe that gastric pain can be so serious. Check the net, there is also gastric cancer.

Cos im having gastric pain lately, and last night, it was so so so painful that i cant even sleep at all. I was like kept rolling here n there.

My mum sort of scolded me, but i noe inside her heart, she cares for me. Im feeling sorry that i had make her worried last night. I sld learn to take good care of my own health. These few days had not been eating well. Sometimes skipped lunch or even dinner. Think that's why i had gastric pain. Thank God, im feeling much better now. I told myself i would never skip any meal again. Even if i cant have a full meal, i will at least buy some bread to eat.

Ok, think i'll stop here. Gotta have some rest now. :)

Thank God for your strength. :)

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way

To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time

And when u cant quite match your clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u, I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby,
nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u,
when I love u no matter what...

oooohhhh, ooohhh,
no matter what...

nice song (:

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment that I saw you cry
cry..moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right....

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

"If we judge what we value by our circumstances, we will de-value what is important to give value to what is momentary."

Hmmm, im really really really disppointed!!! with myself...

haiz, told myself not to be sad, just face it bravely.. but i cant..

felt so so so lost right now..

let fates decides for me bah..

if im given a choice, i would like to be a STAR, so that i'll be able to shine on others during their darkest period of time.

really disapponted =(
BUT, i gonna keep moving on ya!!!
Stay strong gal! (:

I tried to climb the mountain today.
On my journey, darkness started to fall, and i was full of fear, so i had to return to a safe place.

I was ready to climb the mountain today.
But it was so hot outside, i thought i had better stay in my nice air-conditioned house and rest for tomorrow's attempt.

I was about to climb the mountain today.
But i had so many other things to do, so instead of climbing the mountain i took care of much more important tasks. I washed my car, mowed the grass and watched the big game. Today the mountain will just have to wait.

I was going to climb the mountain today.
But as i stared at the mountain in its majestic beauty, i knew i stood no chance of making it to the top, so i figured why even bother trying.

I have forgotten about climbing the mountain today,
until a friend came by and asked me what i had been up to lately. I told him i was thinking about climbing that mountain some day. I went on and on about how i was going to accomplish this task.

Finally, he said, "I just got back from climbing the mountain. For the longest time i told myself i was trying to climb the mountain but never made any progress. I almost let the dream of making it to the top die. I came up with every excuse of why i could not make it up the mountain, but never once did i give myself a reason why i could. One day as i stared at the mountain and pondered, i realised that if i did not make an attempt at this dream all my dreams would eventually die."

"The next morning, i started my climb." He continued, "It was not easy, and at times i wanted to quit. But no matter what i faced, i placed one foot in front of the other, keeping a steady pace. When the wind tried to blow over the edge, i kept walking. When the voices inside my head screamed 'Stop!', I focused on my goal, never letting it out of sight, and i kept moving forward. At times, i was ready to quit, but i knew i had come too far. Time and time again, i reassured myself that i was going to finish this journey. I struggled to make it to the top, but i climbed the mountain!"

"I have to be going," my friend said. "By the way, what are you going to do tomorrow?"

I looked at him, with intensity and confidence in my eyes, and said, "I have a mountain to climb."

Written by Gary Barnes, 1999

In Gary Barnes' story, the friend inspired the story-teller to climb the mountain and reach for the clouds:

So friends, just wanna ask, what are your targets for 2008? Believe in yourself and you can definitely achieve. The conquest of a mountain begins with a single step. Focus on where you want to go, and today's preparations will determine tomorrow's achievements. Let us make 2008 a year with cause for more celebration! (:

These few days had been so stressful, so tired. I am just like the story- teller, there is full of fear in me. At times, i see myself wanna give up. But im just gonna to keep reminding myself of this mountain story. I want to climb the mountain and reach for the clouds! Yes, 2008 is gonna be the year that i see breakthrough in my life. "You can do all things through Christ who strengthen you." Yeah! (:

"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."

Hmmm, just feel kinda sad today. Erm, partly is cos of the orgcomm quiz n also asp.net lab work. Yar, but anyway is over, no point thinking of it anymore. I also felt kinda discourage today by ppl n things ard me. Dun really know why, haha.

Guess the reason is cos i did not slept well last night bah. Lol. Hmmm, this few days is like very very stress. But yar, i noe everything is gonna be alright soon soon soon. Yeah!

At least, felt abit better now. Will think of the positive side, haha. Ok, had release all the unhappiness in me now. Stay happy! (:

Keep on running the race n you will see urself reaching the destination soon.

I gotta say what's in my mind

Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way

Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..

I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

We might find our place in this
world someday

But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime

Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

We might find our place in this
world someday

But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella:
What about trust?

Troy:
you know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella:
and what about me?

Troy:
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella:
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy:
I'll miss you

Gabriella:
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy:
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy:
I want you to stay

Gabriella:
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy:
What about us?

Gabriella:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

We might find our place in this world someday.

Happy New Year! (: