Went for cell group ytd at serangoon. Supposed to meet my leader at 5.30 to had dinner first then go cg tgt. But on my way to serangoon, she msg me say will meet at 6 instead. So reached serangoon mrt station quite early.


Not long, one of my member came. Usually, we don't talk much, but it seem different ytd. Haha. We talk abt studies, is like everyone had been busy with their sch work. He actually told me that i look different as in look more happier compared to the past. Lol. I was like, really ar? haha.. usually i only heard my mum and friends telling me i look emo, very depressed.


Yup, so i was telling him that ya, must stay happy, cannot always look sad sad de. Haha. But in fact, i was feeling quite troubled, thinking of smth on my way to cg ytd. But, he never noticed it. Actually, feel quite happy lah, which means i can handle my emotion better now. Lol.


Hmmm, also don't know why i think so much these few days, is like there is something that yet unsolve and could not really discribe the feeling that i had. But yup, when i hear him say that i look more happier, i feel encouraged in a way. Haha. I saw improvement in myself. Ok, then ya, waited for my leader to come, went to the nearest coffee shop to had our dinner.


To sum up, the cg was great. I really felt that the words is for me. The title of the message is "Attaining godliness through discipline." Wow! Talk about how to discipline your emotions. There are 3 discipline to see transformation or godliness in our life. The 3 A's: Affection, Adoption and Action. Discipline requires action. It really see how discipline you are in your life.( action-->habit-->destiny)


I really felt better after hearing the words, can say felt strengthen and encouraged. I really hope to see that my life can be change for the better.:)