Hey yoh! (:

Its time for some update! Haha!

Anyway, cell group was GREAT on friday! Yes! with more people joining us. Praise the Lord! Haha! Yes, shall continue to pray till we see w312 breakingforth! With more members rising up! With more new friends joing us! Yes, we shall see it and will have it! Yeah! (:

The word was great too and felt that it was really for me. The title of the message is "Victory Over Shame". Double WOW! Its really important to have a positive self-image. Four points: "Self-image", "self-worth", self-esteem", "self-respect".

Thinking back:

Before Christ - I used to think that im not good enough. Many times, will think of how others thinks/looks at me. I always feel that im short, ugly, stupid. People like me cant do greater things. In my mind, im just "lousy". Friends will also say i "emo", dun really dare to talk to me. Seriously, i dun like this kind of feeling. I mean, who enjoys life being like this. No one.

After Christ - Wow! Honestly speaking, im feeling much happier now! Haha. Thank God for all the blessing He had given me! Lovely family members that always being there for me, wonderful cell group members that teaches and encourages me, friends that did not give up on me! Most of all, i experience God's love. My abba father, who love me for who i am. Say "goodbye" to "emo". LOL.

But, one thing i feel i have to really "fight" it through is my self-confidence. Seriously, i am not confident enough. Hmmm, at times, tend to compare with others, then start to think that im not good. Then, all the i am "short", "ugly" and "stupid" appear in my mind again. What really hurts me is people around me say those things to me. Is like double confirming it.

But not anymore! Yeah! After being manifested and also of the word, i've make a decision! That is to be myself, love myself for who i am. Im not gonna see how people look at me. As long as i look good in God's eyes. Yay! I mean yes, look good outwardly, but is still the inwardly that really matters. Just gotta have a good heart.

Im not perfect, nobody is perfect. All the shame that i had, i've given to the Lord. No longer i but Christ living in me! (:

Will remembered the word:

We are created in the image of God.

We need to be secure of who we are.

Your identity is not determine by others. (resist the devil, flee from it!)

God is the one that HOLDS my DESTINY!!! Amen!

I gotta be strong and not let the devil come and shame me!

Words I confess daily!

I am a child of God

God is my "Abba Father" - my Daddy God!

God loves me just the way i am.

God lives in me and i live in Him

I am a person of infinite worth.

I have been created unique in every way.

It is OK to love myself and take care of myself.

I am created by God for every good work.

God has called me and chosen me as His own.

God is changing me every day to be more like Him.

I am a person of great purpose and destiny.

I am given talents, gifts, and abilities by God.

I am able to achieve great things in God.

I am abounding in grace and hope.

I am "blessed" - empowered to succeed in life.

Greater is God in me than the devil in the world.

I don't have to be afraid of anything for God is with me.

Every bad habit i have is losing control over me.

Even my enemies are at peace with me now.

God is thinking good thoughts about me right now.

God is planning the paths that will lead me to my purpose.

I have visions and dreams from the Holy Spirit regularly.

I am led daily by the Holy Spirit.

I will walk in good health and live a long life.

I will prosper financially in life.

I love Jesus wholeheartedly.

I love people fervently.

Jesus loves me forever.

Have Faith and stay Strong! (: