Thursday, December 18, 2008
my mood. ♥ 1:48 AM
Went back sch this morning for the TKK project briefing. After the briefing, both my groupmate and i were very keen on taking this project. We felt that it is a very good opportunity for us to learn more things! But what we are most worried for is that what if we cannot finish the project on time. The reason being is currently we still have our so-called main projects not done. But the teacher-in-charge, Mr kumba, say is ok if we really cannot finish. Though we are happy to hear that but as much we wanna do well and finish the project on time!
So we decided to look for one more person to join our group. More people = think better??? Haha! Not really sure about it. But Mr kumba suggested that we can include one more person that is more confident in the coding parts, maybe it can help abit. Yup. We think is a good idea. So now haven really confirm with him if we are taking the project. Gotta really think about it and get back to him soon!
After which, went home to prepare and rush off to andy's house for Christmas Party! Wow! Lots of new friends that came. Played a few games and i believed everyone was happy. Had a great refreshment too! Haha. Had christmas gift exchange and i've gotten a pimple cream, it is bought by Dennis from Taiwan. Wow! Went to say thanks to him. ST: Thanks Dennis! Dennis: Haha, you know what is it? ST: Erm, i dont know. You wanna tell me? Dennis: Is pimple cream... ST: Pimple cream? Dennis: Yup, is from Taiwan, is about $20 plus. ST: Wow ok, thanks so much! Dennis: Yar lo, "touch right". LOL. Anyway, thanks, i suppose that it will be of good use cos right now i'm having pimples! Oh dear! So sad, pimples again? UHHHHH.
Overall, the party was great and we had a great time eating and playing togther. Haha.
Well, my relationship with my mum have not been so good for the past few days. At times, do not know what she is thinking, is she in a good or bad mood. Hmmm, is not that i want to compare with my sisters. But, i seriously thinks that my mum treats both my sisters so much more better than me. Why i think it this way? Well, i think is the tone she used when she is talking to us ba. I do feel the difference when she talk to me and my sis.
At times, i do fear of my mum. It become so serious that i dont feel like going home. I don't mind if my mum scolds me when i'm wrong. But i get scolded even if im not in any wrong! That's so UNFAIR! I seriously don't like the feeling, but i never once talked back.
But i know i'm counted good le compared to some others. Maybe i should just get to know my mum better. I feel she needs more love now cos my dad is working in china now. I should understand how my mum feels as a woman. Maybe right now i should do is to pray for reconciliation of relationship with my mum ba.
Yup. That all for now. ~signing off~
* I NEED PEACE IN ME!