I'm using my sis's laptop now cos my computer got virus and was sent for repair.

I seriously cannot stand my younger sis. She is like a "QUEEN" in the house. Everything she say and does are correct, never once she will admit that she is wrong! Now that the computer is sent for repair. She told me: "Dian now xiu hao le, ni bu yao gen wo yong hor!" I was like "HUH?" Anyway, i dont want to argue with her so kept quiet. Even my second sis thinks that she is too "ba dao". She assumed that the comp is her and when somethings go wrong, she thinks that we(me and bro) are the one that makes spoil the comp. What is this!

I wanna go for a camp or something, so that i can leave this house for some days to cool myself down. Staying in this house is full of fear! I cant do the things that i like. Even if i sleep, i make sure that i wont sleep till too late, latest 10am gotta wake up. If not, i know my mum is going to nag at me. I dont like this kind of life. Even if i go out with friends, i wont enjoy myself that much. Why? cos will be thinking did my hp ring or something. What if my mum called then miss call then blar blar blar. Then if at home, gotta see my younger sis, her attitude! I dont know what should i do.

Anyway, just hope that things will turn out better at home. Will pray for reconciliation of relationship with my mum and sis.

Sobs! Starting school tmr. Its like ohsofast! Haven really get to enjoy my holidays lo. The so called "2 weeks of holidays" is like not a holiday to me. During this 2 week of holidays still gotta go back school to do projects! Arggggg!

I cant imagine how life is going to be for me when the next school term starts. Is like i've got lots of things to do and i do not know where or how am i going to start off with. I really gotta have a good time management!